Still waiting

We're still a family of 3, for now. Saturday we tried a natural labor stimulant (which was emotionally and physically satisfying), but it didn't get contractions started. Today we'll find out if it did anything to get my cervix more ready because I have a checkup in a few minutes. I anticipate a not very fun conversation about scheduling a c-section, but I'm trying to not stress over it, to keep my blood pressure down.